December 2011
1 post
7 tags
“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect....”
– Bob Marley
November 2011
5 posts
Smokebook
dearoldlove:
I’m more addicted to checking your Facebook page than I ever was to nicotine.
Cripple
I had the most fucked up dream about us. You suddenly couldn’t walk. While everyone let you crawl, I came along and carried you. I took care of you. Held you. One day you learned to walk again, and you soon left for the same people that left you crawling.
It crippled my heart.
I'm Laying In Bed Sick
I can’t help but think about the job I had when you were here… How there was no way I could call in sick, and how I was so afraid to get ill because I knew I’d have to go into work that way… So afraid, that when you got sick, I wouldn’t come near you for days.
No matter what justification I had, I can’t imagine how horrible that must have made you feel. I...
We were strangers...
You came into my life
You became my life
Now we are strangers again
October 2011
4 posts
Anonymous asked: i love you
“Love isn’t him calming you down when you yell. It’s him yelling, just as loud,...”
– (via obliteratedheart)
Every day I think of an excuse
to call you. I then have to force myself to find a reason not to. I just want to say hello… I love you
If Only I Had Known
that I would still miss you this much after almost 3 years… You told me I would get better. You lied. I forgive you.
April 2011
3 posts
9 tags
“all they want is to get in my pants. I want something more like… like what I...”
– a friend - if only she could hear herself
5 tags
I miss dying my ex's hair
- that’s what I was going to say - before realizing I’d rather be talking about you… So I didn’t finish my sentence
sad
I’ve always known when I am not wanted today I felt I was not wanted at all. I am just sad. really sad. deep down I know I am going to lose you and there’s no way I can stop you.
March 2011
4 posts
5 tags
after 2 years
Every day I want to pick up the phone and call you to say how much I still miss you.
Thank you
Your a brother I never had. Thank you. You know I love you :) I may not be able to say the words but I always say them every time I call your name.
(via Prelle)
I miss you terribly TT TT
(submitted by Prelle)
January 2011
9 posts
4 tags
“Why would I go home and sleep in my comfortable bed when I could just lay on...”
8 tags
“I would endure the agony of quitting smoking again just to go back to that...”
5 tags
8 tags
Real to Reel
I keep playing it back over and over, in my head, wondering when you decided it was no longer real.
“I am slowly allowing myself to see beauty again… or at least the possibility...”
– inthelostandfound
5 tags
Connecting
You know when you find that someone where everything is easy? When they always seem available when u want to be with them. When spending an extra night together is worth the putting off whatever else you had planned? When they gush cause you ignore your phone while with them. Yeah I want that again. Where are you?
6 tags
“Our love was a little less than a fairytale, but always true.”
Since
dearoldlove:
Things that have happened since we broke up:
Christmas (two of them). Many one night stands, a couple girlfriends, and even an unattainable crush. A different career, new friends, new toys. Been to a few weddings and a few funerals too. Gained a few pounds, lost a few, gained them back. Life.
Things that have not happened: loved someone like I loved you, been loved the way you...
December 2010
5 posts
7 tags
“I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history, and just today I...”
– Eminem - Going Through Changes
“You were like a scratched record - skip out and come back to try again, skip,...”
I can’t hold you, but I feel you
You don’t speak, but I hear you,
“Everyone new I meet reminds me of you in some way. It’s so unfair to them,...”
8 tags
“Her happiness is contagious. Every time I see her smile, hear that laugh - a...”
November 2010
1 post
7 tags
Doing It Again
Wishing for someone to save in hopes that it will save me. We know how that went last time…
October 2010
1 post
Shoetrade
dearoldlove:
If you’d ever walked in my shoes, I might not seem so crazy…especially when relating to you.
September 2010
10 posts
Good, Bad, Ugly
I am crushed by someone who reminds me of you. Starting with your names, to the kitty-cat demeanour and even the animosity towards the boyfriend at home. She looks at me like I can save her… It’s nice to be the good guy for a change, even if being the “other” guy is ugly.
“Someone unknowingly broke my heart, just because she reminds me so much of...”
7 tags
“I see you everywhere and in everything”
“After all this time, I still haven’t learned to live without you”
xoxoislandgirl asked: I have just broken up with someone and basically, I am a mess. The worst part of it is that he seems to move on easy. I am so depressed and I don't even know when I can move on from him. I just want to tell you that I wish I was as strong as you, pouring out all your emotions here and even strong enough to talk to a therapist. I am not.
7 tags
“How can you start something new with someone else when we weren’t finished...”
With All My Love
dearoldlove:
How can I hate you as sincerely as I once loved you? That’s painful even to think of, let alone carry out. But I have to: I hate you with all my love.
3 tags
You Left Before
In the last few months we lived together, even though you weren’t working, I never saw you. You always managed to be asleep or busy when I was home
8 tags
“you still keep me awake all night… you’re not even here”
5 tags
Moving On
As much as I hate him for being with you so soon after me (maybe sooner), I’m glad he’s moved on since you broke up with him. I see he’s dating someone new. I hope it fucking burns you.
August 2010
21 posts
I can hear you reading my thoughts aloud. Why are u here? Admit you can’t resist. Tell me u are watching. I know you want to.
5 tags
“My fault, my failure, is not in the passions I have, but in my lack of control...”
– Jack Kerouac
5 tags
“You were the perfect You!”
6 tags
“When all you feel is hopelessness, reach out to me; Please let me be your hero...”
6 tags
“Just for tonight I will close my eyes, wrap my arms around the pillow beside me...”
4 tags
“Since you left, everything in my life just feels unnatural.”
6 tags
I started a new job today
I’m on my way home after an evening of dispatching trucks just like old times. I dread walking in the door to find you won’t be there. Wish it really was like old times. Please be there… Please